Lost and Finding Joy

You are so precious; my misunderstood little boy. Mommy loves you; my misunderstood little boy. You are so cute and so smart. Age birth to 4 must be so tough. I love watching you grow; my misunderstood little boy.

You are growing so fast. My misunderstood little boy. I can’t stay with Daddy anymore; my misunderstood little boy. I promise to give you and your siblings more love. Age 5 to 14 must be so hard. You’re the apple of my eye; my misunderstood little boy.

You’re angry and confused;; my misunderstood little boy. You don’t know if it’s okay to love your mom; my misunderstood little boy. They all say I’m bad, and don’t deserve your love. Ages 15-17 must be the hardest. Mommy loves you so very much; my misunderstood little boy.

You don’t want to be near me; my misunderstood little boy. You feel disappointed and let down; my misunderstood little boy. I am sad I didn’t know what to do. Ages 18-31 has so many responsibilities. I’m still praying for a miracle, my misunderstood little boy.